11-04-2009

Hours and hours I cried and cried because I could not believe what I just heard. It was like the phone delivered an arrow straight through my soul, to my heart, leaving me stiff from shock. I couldn’t believe this was really true. I kept thinking about it and...

Why God Made Lies

It’s hard to hear the things I never wanted to see, or feel all the things I’ve never wanted you to say. Like I’m reading all your words with my ear to the page. Mind open eyes hoping, but I can only be ashamed, by the troubles and love struggles in...

Kill The Day

So I never sleep. I just toss and turn. Laying in bed with worries on my brain. Pained from emotion, frustration exerted, I can never really kill the day. So one runs into the other, like metro north into the city. Keep it going, keep it moving. With much fatiguing,...

Seductive Destruction

Your esculent taste leaves excellence traced across the back of my mind. My composure outpaced by the trot of your lips, thoughts forsaken and laid supine. I close my eyes to the world as I open the door, for your love to come and cleanse. As if the sins of angels...

Love That Never Betrays

It was an interesting kind of love. I could never understand it quite frankly. I couldn’t get a grip on the cause or effect, just infatuated with the expressions that arise. I couldn’t help but to smile from just the thought of it. Who was I to be deemed...

Peaces Of My Min’.

As if I knew. As if I’d no. But If I had, would I have said know? No, probably knot. I still would’ve went. Now my hearts in a not & my loves all spent. My change on the floor, my receipt on the side, I attempt to collect the peaces of my...

Entertian Considerations

Consider for a minute How our lives could be different If your time wasn’t timid All those lies you been living Living like there are no limits But my love is just a snippet Of a story that’s un-mimicked Could be the one, please just admit it Consider for a...

Right About Me

So I dabble in this writing stuff, as I’m sure you can tell. Over the past three years I’ve went back and forth about what’s right for me in life, love, family, friends, and most importantly writing. Its clear its what I love but I’ve been...

Missdirected

You don’t really like me, I know you really don’t. You just like the way my words make your mind drunk. You say you care about me, you “really really do”. But you just want me barely clothed in the bed for you. You don’t gotta hide i hun,...

ISTR.

Is she the reason I haven’t heard from you lately? Got me wondering where you are. Got me trippin’ off commitments that may seem so very far. Words spoken in the past, still remembering today. Is she the reason for the treason & you acting this way?...